Is anyone still reading this? I'm even fed up with myself.
I have been so self-absorbed that I forgot my best friends birthday. I suck. Because she is gracious and loyal and loves me I was forgiven before I even asked for it. Truthfully, I'm just sick about it.
Meanwhile, I have 60 more hours to go. The anxiety is building to unanticipated proportions. I can tell because I'm thirsty all the time and I'm fidgety. I was like this for a few days before I took national boards too. A sloooooow sympathetic nervous system response. I think I'll go clean the house until I fall asleep. Tim started night float again tonight and it's always hard for me to sleep the first few nights he's away.