Sunday, January 25, 2009

Still here? Day 12

Is anyone still reading this? I'm even fed up with myself.

I have been so self-absorbed that I forgot my best friends birthday. I suck. Because she is gracious and loyal and loves me I was forgiven before I even asked for it. Truthfully, I'm just sick about it.

Meanwhile, I have 60 more hours to go. The anxiety is building to unanticipated proportions. I can tell because I'm thirsty all the time and I'm fidgety. I was like this for a few days before I took national boards too. A sloooooow sympathetic nervous system response. I think I'll go clean the house until I fall asleep. Tim started night float again tonight and it's always hard for me to sleep the first few nights he's away.

3 Lovies:

Anonymous said...

Silly goose! I read every day and check several times a day. Rest assured, you are still front and center in our thoughts and though these last few days will be hard we are praying. (In fact, I think I check your blog as often as I check my DBs for the course I'm teaching - ha!)

To provide an amusing diversion, I posted some pics of the "men" on Facebook. They are comical.

Hang in there - and keep posting! :) Love ya man.

AngelsAmid said...

I'm still here and still praying! I'm sorry you've had to endure 2weeks of this.

kim said...

I still read this, too, but I bet it's harder for some people to check when you post because you can't add a private blog to Google Reader, so you don't know when it was updated.

But that's neither here nor there...